Jinx

I am……..excluded!

Yesterday, we were three friends, but now I have left no one in me. Nobody was left who will comfort me in times of sorrow.

It all started when we do our assignment in Educ.11b at the internet café’. I was irritated by that time because I spent almost forty pesos but nothing happened. I waited for Rhea by that time because I thought she would eat her launch in our house. But, it turned out that she will ate at Nellie’s boarding house. I got mad by that time but its okay.

Few days passed, she did not eat her launch in our house anymore. I checked myself if I had commited a mistake on her but i didn't found the answer. There started the story.

Our lives continue as friends but...... there was already a bif difference. I couldn't enter the flow of the story anymore. Whenever we would associate with each other, I woould be always out of place! I can't swam on the surface of their topic. It seemed I was not existing then. It seemed I don't joined them. It seemed........ they were all aolne, the two of them, talking to each other, laughing, and nothing else more. Just the two of them on the bottom of the sea.

I was excluded! I was isolated!

I felt I was stabbed at the back. It was so painful. Te wound was aching . How I wish, for one moment of my life that someday, maybe tomorrow, the gravity would never learn how to pull water from my eyes, so at least, for just one moment in my life, if they would hurt me,.... I WOULDN'T NEED TO CRY!!!

As of now, I prefferd to be alone, without them in my sight. Because it seems I am a maid.... a maid who always follows her senoritas wherever they will go. It has really a big effect on me.

Now tell me if I am the one to be blamed for what had happened to us. Am I the killer of that friendship??